Authentic.

Anxious couple of days! Started Friday and did not abate. On Saturday I went to a meeting in the morning and burst into tears. Sometimes those meetings are so full of fun and frolic, other times someone just ... cries. But even through crying, we all still laughed. And there is always this feeling of hope and action that is truly awesome. Finally, last night I ran a mile and a half to address the physical tension. Then I realized, after talking to my sponsor, that I suffer when it feels like there are no tangible solutions. My spiritual side was addressed, but what about the working world? I was under work stress when I didn't used to be, and realized it was simply time to re-evaluate my situation and how the daily stuff gets done. Maybe take a training course. It's kinda cool, means I have been at a job long enough to create and build on change.

So I watched a romantic comedy about serendipity. And ate pie. And took a bath. And today's another day. And it's all getting better, and I am getting more authentic.